Issue 33 in audio—a Sacred Weekends exclusive. I'm waiting for my partner to do our next therapy session to uncork with me. Our therapist books a few months out. In the meantime, I'm withdrawn and zipped UP. My default stress reaction = SHUTDOWN-FREEZE.I'm waiting for my parasite cleanse to wrap up in six weeks before I start strength training. Right now I'm letting the fascination of de-worming distract me. So dumb. (I'll have much to tell you about this down the road. O.M.Gross but AWESOME.)I'm waiting to "get clear" if I want to[...]